You Can Call Me “the One.”

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Quezon City, Philippines  
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I'm here to meet guys minimum 50 years old for dating, friendship, serious relationship and networking.

About me

dont be afraid to ask <3

About you

hmmm, this is really interesting. I guess I only have childish terms for it, but the person I want to be, is a person who is unbeatable and a position of superiority wherever I am.
I would like to have these traits:
<3 to be fast. and not slow.
<3 witty.
<3 smart
<3 wise
<3 strong and powerful.
<3 successful.
<3 good at acting( and totally and consciously in control of it)
<3 can be very charming and can be very intimidating.
<3 more emotionally controlled.
<3 more funny and humorous( so at least I could make myself laugh more).
<3 more creative.
so basically adding any trait that would increase my “power”.
but what do I really want from inside?? something not meant for me.
to have a family. a very loving, loyal partner and kids. a very happy strong family. that I can defend and fight for, and make them happy. a family that appreciates my existence, and value me and knows me well. and kids where I can raise them right. so they would have a happy healthy childhood.
I want to be a family homie warm person. but as I said, life has proved me, as well as people… this is not meant for me. I never chose to be unempathetic or cold. life forced me to make that choice. that’s how I can survive.
my emotional part of my mind, what is left of it, still keeps insisting on wanting that. but I am a logical rational person in general, I know better.
in the end, I am a human who was made by life and other people, less and less humane. the main part still exists(the human parts), but now the “robotic” parts are the vast majority of me now.
it interests me how I am still aware of my human part still. but the less I use it, the more I forget about it. and I gave up my human part, and give in into my “unhuman” parts.
this is life…there’s always a deal with the devil…… did that sound cool and edgy? lol.

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