olc, 41
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LIFE IS A MAGICAL MYSTERY OF SYNCRONICITY....

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  Cagayan De Oro, Philippines  [ show map ]

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I'm here to meet guys minimum 61 years old for dating, friendship, serious relationship, networking and more.

About me

I do believed in tings that what's meant to be it will find its way to you or us or to them no matter how hard u tried to avoid it as long as its gets on its way it will ....we can't hide from the reality.Be it....Part of the journey in life while we're here.And I'm willing not to know and stumble sometimes .....we all do...who doesn' t?..... I go with the flow the joy as much as the pain...Questions sometimes somehow CNT be avoided answers can be stranger for now coz I don't know what lies ahead......but still very much willing to embrace pain..accept whatever reasons for breaking my heart into tiny little pieces... And its OK.... I guessed im not the only one who's heart has unlimited room for everything.. Happiness and deepest agony .and I'm not the kind of a woman who tried to hide my wounds In different stages of my life too many times broken .but never will question those moments that made u who u are and one is being able to find one self...
My heart???? Can carry intense grief without closing it,..Co I believed in true strength lies in being open to all the pain ..enough courage lies in refusal to turn away from what is here ...pain ...heartbreak .
Anyway let's be happy for where life takes u...even if its a roller coaster ride''''be thankful.....- no regrets..... some experience could only happen once in a lifetime... saved all the good things ..aware .That SOMEHOW LIFE DOES NOT GO ALONG WITH OUR PRE CONCEIVED NOTIONS OF HOW THINGS SHOULD BE SOMETIMES ISN'T ALWAYS WRAPPED UP IN A PRETTY PACKAGE WITH BOW ON TOp


We ALL WANT A SAFETY NET SOME KIND OF A PROMISE BUT THERE ARE NO GUARANTEES IN LOVE OR WAR FOR THAT MATTER STILL WE TAKE THE RISK BECAUSE WE DESIRE THE REWARD and it ALL GOES SO CONVOLUTED and complicated BECAUSE WE MADE IT THAT WAY...
Failing TO REMEMBER THAT HEARTS ARE NOT WEAPON...BUT WE TOSS THEM INTO BATTLE ANYWAY..ONLY END UP AS A COLLATERAL DAMAGE.....

About you

To the last person I will fall in love with,

I know it was quite difficult to deal with me. All the waiting and chasing.....seems to be impossible that somehow we lost hope. I know it took away all the hopes from you. But let me write this for you, so that in time, when I can finally say yes to you, you'll understand why you had to wait as I had met people along the way and it never work out no matter how hard I tried to make it with them, ....

I am sorry it took a while to break these walls. These were my broken pieces, the pieces I had to discover, the pieces I had to put together. I am sorry it took a while to mend this broken heart of mine. This heart needed time-- to think, to heal, to be ready again. . I am sorry it took a while to say 'yes' to you. I wanted to make sure you're the last question I had to say 'yes' with.

Thank you because you found me. For the many times I was hiding,
you patiently looked for me. For the many times I was running away, you came by, running after me. Thank you because you never left. For the many times I pushed you away, you pulled me back to you. For the many times I deserted you, you stayed and never complained. Thank you because you made me believe in love again. For the many times I told you 'us' won't work, you insisted and said 'us' will work. For the many times I said goodbye, you always said hello. Thank you because you pursued me. For the many times I felt we were drifting apart, you held my hand so tight I couldn't take a chance to let you go. And for the many times I felt afraid to love, you made me want to love again.

You had to wait because I want you to have the best of me. I want to offer you a love that is sure and certain, a love that is patient and hopeful, a love that embraces you for who you are and accepts you for what you are not. I had to make you wait because I know you deserve a whole person. I don't want you to have me at my worst because I know you deserve better than that. You deserve a love that can stand the test of time, a love that is always ready and brave to win your heart, a love that is truly best for you...Timing is everything and by the time yourself are reading this, timing has made its way on to us. No more chasing. No more waiting. This time, it's only staying- .......IM SURE...LIKE ME YOU BELIEVED THAT HEART IS NOT A PASSING FANCY..

Personal info

Age:
41
Gender:
Female
Appearance:
Average
Asian, 5'3" (159cm), 106lbs (48kg), slim, brown eyes and brown hair.

Occupation:
mom
Education:
College - Some
Religion:
Christian - Catholic

Relationship status:
Separated
Has children:
Yes (Lives with)
Wants children:
Undecided
Willing to relocate:
Not sure
Smoking:
Non smoker
Drinking:
Light / social drinker


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