deixis, 25
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deixis, 25
Last online: 1d, 4h ago
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“I always thought internet dating was for failures. People who had no social life. I have decided to give it a try even although I don’t think it will work…”

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  General Santos City, Philippines  [ show map ]

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I'm here to meet guys from 24 to 40 years old for friendship and serious relationship.

About me

↪ PLEASE READ MY PROFILE FIRST BEFORE YOUR GOING TO MESSAGE ON ME. NO REGRETS AND ASKING ABOUT MY LIFE.

It was six years ago when I made a beautiful mess in my life. I got pregnant at the young of age out of wedlock and we got separated because of some reason behind, I decide not to continue our wedding even it’s really hard for me. I felt alone but relieved. I felt scared but ready to face the consciences. I easily judged, called names and even taken advantage of by some people even they don’t know what the real reason behind my situation. I had a lot of insecurities I struggled financially. I raised my child solo but I’m so blessed despite of that because my family are always there to support me.

I know very well how depressing it felt especially, when I was out with my child at a mall and see another child with both her mom and dad beside her. They looked very happy and of course complete. My heart would crush many times at the thought of having no one to help me raise me. But still, I was contented. I rather be alone, than be stuck in a unit where love and respect no longer linger. I would rather be alone with my child, than argue than another person. I was satisfied. I knew things happened for a reason. I didn’t understand what, but I knew then that being alone was the better situation for me and my child. I’d rather be a single mom.

I never intended to be a single parent and though I had hopes of the fairy-tale happily-ever-after. I soon realized that I was just not mean to live in a perfect castle, high on a hill while those below though my life was something more “perfect” that it really was. I see now that this is the journey that we were all meant to walk. I would never have wanted my daughter to grow up thinking that love was a responsibility instead of a gift.

Because while I didn’t get it right the first time she just might. Perhaps if I can show to my child that sometimes love isn’t easy and that the first steps is always to learn who are and how we love then maybe my child will know more than I did and make choices that are founded in greater awareness and courage.I didn’t know how little I knew about life and myself when I began my journey of refusing to marry the father of my daughter, but time did a beautiful job of teaching me.

I know that sometimes it’s hard just having one parent at home because a Mother can only do so much at once. There is one adult to fix things, cook and plan entertaining endeavors. Sometimes I drop the balls because I’ve learned that I just can’t it all.It’s just me and while I know I am enough just as I am doing the best I can, I know that my child want more. When my child told me that she want to have a father there are tear slide down on my cheek because I honestly want it just as much as my child do. I can’t provide that easily as I can other thing.

I can’t magically snap my finger and make it happen. But I do have faith that when meant to be and at the right I will find the good man a good father for my daughter.The truth is we need make mistakes to learn lessons if hadn’t followed my heart and decide that I wanted my life to be the greatest example for how to live, then I also wouldn’t be the another mother to my gorgeous child truly needed me to be.

About you

😇☝➡ GOD FEARING !

👪➡ Family Oriented

👂➡ And also even that SOMEONE who knows all my insecurities and imperfections in mylife He could still love me the same.

😉➡ I truly believe that everything that we do and everyone that we meet is put in our path for a purpose.

😍➡ I don’t have to look for the right man in my life.because I know GOD will send the right person for me.

💑➡ Im not looking for an ideal Man for me but Im looking an ideal father would accept my daughter and love Her like as if his owned child.

👫➡ I would like to make friends first to know well each of us so when we decide into jump in relationship we dont have to regret when we choice.

😄➡ MY PROFILE SPEAKS ME ALREADY WHO I REALLY I'AM ..

Personal info

Age:
25
Gender:
Female
Appearance:
Average
Asian, 5'5" (164cm), 150lbs (68kg), average body type, brown eyes and brown hair.

Occupation:
Customer Service Attendant/Pager
Education:
College - Graduated
Religion:
Christian - Protestant

Relationship status:
Single
Has children:
Yes (Lives with)
Wants children:
Undecided
Willing to relocate:
Not sure
Smoking:
Non smoker
Drinking:
Non drinker