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I'm here to

I'm here to meet girls of any age.

About me

tell me about anything...

About you

after all that i have given you
when all was lost
and i had a stroke you abandoned me...

six years ago this is where weve met...
we lived together never been apart
aside for a few hours
had a daughter a beautiful child

got so many red flags
never mattered i loved you
yes, at one point i felt so small and useless
itried to redeem myself as a man,
have given you the same energy you gave me...

i lost, was defeated and abandoned
to you our past, experiences and child have no value
the moment i lost my property, car and ability to be employed
but i am healing, slowly recovering my strength

you the source of my joy was more of my weakness
being around you was walkin on eggshells
i got, skittish by your sudden outbursts
where you threw anything at hand on the floor(plates, mugs, pots pans, my cellphone and etc)

maybe that was the reason i had 2 stress related hospitalizations
in the past 3 years.
you never valued my input in business or family,
so i left you to it
you never valued my 20yrs of seniority and experiences over you

im not a mean person
i was loving, caring, a romantic, peaceful easygoing person
im more of a mediator, pacifier and problem solver but no, you didnt care.

im not begging you any more
two months is enough going after you
making all those sacrifices for naught
funny thing was how you asked me to not forget you...
and torture myself in the process...how selfish of you

this is why you people must always be thankful for your family that values you and protects you, and our lord jesus christ(havnt been as prayerful when i though life was good)
i am now in the care of my uncle and my grand aunt
all is paid for my meds, bills, food and etc.

so thank you all of the people who might have read this...to my family, friends, to you
the worlds better with you around in it.

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